My baby is almost two, and I feeling “the urge” again, but this was supposed to be our last little one. I brought up adoption to my husband tonight, he was surprisingly for it. When did that happen? I’m not quite convinced that adoption is where we should go, that would mean maybe saying no to things like Disneyworld and trips to Europe for the girls when they are teenagers. But how can you say no when you know there are children out there in desperate need of a safe home. How can you say no when God is nudging you in a certain direction? Where is the line drawn between providing for your own childrens’ needs and trusting that God will take care of them and help you take care of others too. Lord, You are going to have to nudge me a bit further before I’ll know it is Your will to take a leap like this.